Rikku held on for a long moment before nodding. "Y-yeah. I was ... just a kid, you know? It was an accident. B-but yeah, it ... it hurt, and it wasn't just the hurt, it was ... you feel like you're going to die and you ..."

She shuddered again, leaning in. "W-was it like that? For you? I ... oh, wow, if he's that powerful it had to be so bad ..."